i feel so much better today. i dont know how im feeling exactly but the fact that im not thinking so much all the time is such a breath of fresh air for me.
i dont know what i want. i want us to be good. really good. i dont mind the fights, but i just wish it didnt have to be so dramatic.
i wish i didnt have to be so dramatic.
i wish i could be normal.
i really hope things change for the better. i want us to work. for my sake. for our sake.
i want to feel genuinely happy :)
